Somebody did something extraordinarily kind for me today. I hadn’t asked for help but he knew I needed it. And just like that, he did this thing for me. A big thing. A ton of work thing. An amazing thing.
I feel blown away. Overwhelmed.
I do kind things. Small, kind things. I tip the car guards, I’m nice to waiters and I always say please and thank you. I’m that person who greets cashiers even when they are fuck awful rude to me, I say hi to fellow walkers and I help little old ladies cross the road.
I can also be rude. I often give the finger to bad drivers and I draw the line at greeting people in elevators, but that’s kinda obvious. That’s not even unkind.
But I don’t often do huge good deeds. Something that takes up a lot of time. Something real for nothing in return.
I feel so lucky at the ‘gift’ that I received. And I want to pay it forward. I think as much as I loved receiving, I think this guy loved giving too.
So I want to share my skills.
I can’t exactly share my sexy stockings, underwear or g-spot stimulator. I can’t share my vibrators, ticklers or handcuffs.
But I can share my veggies. I’ve just picked all the spinach growing in my garden and I’m dropping it off at the shelter down the road.
It feels like a small gesture. And I’d like to do more. I think it’s time for some real community service
Anybody need anything? For real. I’m ready. Give me a call.
I may even share my handcuffs.